Funny experience from January

So,  Ray's always going on about how although I imagine everything being rainbows and butterflies there are bad people out there that may prey on my disability and take advantage when they can. As the news shows sometimes there are despicable people who beat up and mug elderly women and men.  So though I'm not 100 % sold on the idea that there's more bad than good im definitely  not oblivious to the fact that people might see me as an easier target.  However,  after this incident I must say,  I am more prepared than someone without any issues at all.  I havemore weapons at mmy disposal now that Iknow hhow towwork without reading (thankfully) and I know how to use... I just might be that chic catching the predators by surprise yelling "I been waiting for you!" lol
So... Here's my entry from Sunday in January of 2014...
 Coffee was not needed. this morning I woke up as if it were Monday, texted ray "I guess u made it to work" cuz I didnt hear from him like I normally do. I let snookie out of her cage& heard weird noises that at first I thought were the cats. Then, was a lil louder noises, Snookie & i looked at each other like "Omg, an intruder!" so I grabbed the bear mace, couldn't read the directions w my double vision then I remembered my pepper spray in my vanity... Sprinted quietly to get it out not once thinking "call for help", started to look at the mace can & then saw the door handle slowly turn...it crept open....I Thought "shit, the cats definitely can't open the door" & my first instinct apparently was not to rush the door, not to mace the face I saw or even run. I always pride myself I would have a handle on this type of thing! No! apparently I thought to lift up my cell as if I was gonna throw it w my crazy hand & scream like a little girl! Lol It was ray. It is Sunday. He just got up earlier than me for a change! Wtf!